the Juicy of Life

Honey,

Sitting aimlessly by the balcony, alone, I saw Depression, creeping in and pausing in a soft posture. You just amused me! I know who you are, and the power you have under this humble disguise. But, you didn't win the game from my Honey, I'll make sure our victory will go on.

It's strange that I do feel you are with me when I'm determined to be happy. Yes, I'm learning to taste the juicy of life from the very small stuff--the book I want to read, the BBQ meat I'm hungry for, the kiss and hug from babies… If I didn't, you know who gonna prey on it.

There seems to be an idea that human is more guilty and evil than other creatures on earth, it's Man who will destroy everything including himself. I do feel sympathy for Man, including myself. Being the most intelligent and capable creature on earth, Man has to work harder, suffer more, bear the responsibilities, and bad names. While Lion being claimed to be the innocent killer, Man is accused of being a meat-eater. I don't know why some creatures were evolved to Man who is then doomed to carry the cross. I didn't choose to be born, so I wonder if that's their will as well.

If it's the Law that everything that has a beginning has an end, what Man can do? Himself is a tool only.

You used to say, when you were young, you thought you had all the answers; when you got older, you didn't even have the questions. It's good. I do think dogs are smart, without a word, they have me trained so well.